I've been wondering what it'd feel like to die,
will i still make it past twenty-five?
trying to hold on to the present, simple joys to keep me rooted.
Anxiety & depression try to roll up on me
I've got friends & family as unreliable as WebMD,
nothing more than a fragile soul with poor self-esteem.
Suffering from illnesses and pondering the time i could not redeem..
exhaustion and needles became a daily routine.
I'm Malaise...
I am suffering...
I'm drowning in forlorn waters of fatigue,
gasping and grasping at frigid feet.
Closure's a foreign word for desperate men
as they lay petrified in bed.
I've been wondering what it'd feel like to die,
will i still make it past twenty-five?
This world has 7 billion people.. and yet I'm still all alone..
Positive thoughts and meditation
were nothing more than placebo medication
most nights are spent alone ... coiled in regret..
I reflect back inside my despondent inner self
before you left me discarded and disregarded on this worn out shelf
When I'm coffin-bound, buried six feet below the ground
Don't bother mourning me.
when you never bothered to stick around
life never goes my way, I'm just a waste of space
those same words you ushered into different wooden homes
hollow like the creaking in the floorboards
broken like the glass windows
pathetic and lethargic, I'm a nuisance left all alone
my hubris cloaks a frail psyche
trust no longer dwells inside
as the sweat; as the chills.. travel down my brow & spine
gritting my teeth
I was left to compromise with an absent god I had cast aside
this world is screwed up , I'm living on borrowed time
and those memories we've made and enjoyed before , I'll ignore
because it's evident they won't mean a damn thing in the end
out of sight, out of mind
those same words you ushered into different wooden homes
hollow like the creaking in the floorboards
broken like the glass windows
pathetic and lethargic, I'm a nuisance left all alone
those same words you ushered into different homes
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