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I've Denied Myself Everything I Truly Desire

from Never Thought I'd Make It This Far by A Patch Of Blue

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I've been wondering what it'd feel like to die,

will i still make it past twenty-five?

trying to hold on to the present, simple joys to keep me rooted.





Anxiety & depression try to roll up on me

I've got friends & family as unreliable as WebMD,

nothing more than a fragile soul with poor self-esteem.

Suffering from illnesses and pondering the time i could not redeem..

exhaustion and needles became a daily routine.






I'm Malaise...

I am suffering...





I'm drowning in forlorn waters of fatigue,

gasping and grasping at frigid feet.





Closure's a foreign word for desperate men
as they lay petrified in bed.



I've been wondering what it'd feel like to die,

will i still make it past twenty-five?





This world has 7 billion people.. and yet I'm still all alone..

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from Never Thought I'd Make It This Far, released October 20, 2017

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