My Soul Is Full Of Anime Girls

from Never Thought I'd Make It This Far by A Patch Of Blue

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Positive thoughts and meditation

were nothing more than placebo medication

most nights are spent alone ... coiled in regret..

I reflect back inside my despondent inner self

before you left me discarded and disregarded on this worn out shelf

When I'm coffin-bound, buried six feet below the ground

Don't bother mourning me.

when you never bothered to stick around

life never goes my way, I'm just a waste of space

those same words you ushered into different wooden homes

hollow like the creaking in the floorboards

broken like the glass windows

pathetic and lethargic, I'm a nuisance left all alone

my hubris cloaks a frail psyche

trust no longer dwells inside

as the sweat; as the chills.. travel down my brow & spine

gritting my teeth

I was left to compromise with an absent god I had cast aside

this world is screwed up , I'm living on borrowed time

and those memories we've made and enjoyed before , I'll ignore

because it's evident they won't mean a damn thing in the end

out of sight, out of mind

those same words you ushered into different wooden homes

hollow like the creaking in the floorboards

broken like the glass windows

pathetic and lethargic, I'm a nuisance left all alone

those same words you ushered into different homes

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from Never Thought I'd Make It This Far, released October 20, 2017

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